Tu me manques toujours.

I'm still holding back to u. Don't wished you felt annoying anymore. Maybe a month or few to flee against you? No one knows.
Sometimes, I would like to tell someone my feeling, but no one knows. Even they would like to heard about it, but just for nothing. I don't have many friends that can share some feels with me and sometimes not even a friend that know me thoroughly, indeed.

Because sometimes it's hard to tell someone what you feeling when you bleeding and he's not. The pain that like operating a surgery without any drugs or narcotic. 

For someone who really knows me, I wouldn't like to share somethings with you maybe, because that I already take anythings to myself and own to cure itself.

Sometimes, you must know no one can help u, except yourself. That's what I'm doing to hidden somethings to you all. If you know me, please don't unravel the masked me. Thanks.