Keiner ist so blind, wie diejenigen, die nicht sehen werden.

......

She doesn't replied.

I'm rushing to back home so I meandered nonchalanty out of she emotion and get back home briskly.

After the day is her day , birthday, luckily it's also the day that our students need to back school during holiday to check our pt3 exam paper. I have ready a present for her before a month and maybe more. A jar with full of notes and chocolates to her , but it's not perfect because the time is not enough to me for make it more nice for her. I'm so regretted, indeed.

I didn't passed her the present by myself but by my friend, grabbed it and simply passed to her. After she get it, she texted me .......

00:00 HAPPY BIRTHDAY xxx

THANKYOU XAVIER

Eh tmr if u after school free d hua take pic lo

Ogei

I get in to science stream ! thanks for your wish hahahhah

Thankyou for ur presen too eh!

I go back home oni watch hahahah

Congrats!

then i acted the present that not i gave her, but at last she also guessed out.

After that day, she sent me a message that rejected me about liking her. Yeah, I hope I was not crying that time too just my tears stream down along my cheeks. I was not purposely, indeed.

That's 2015 ,let's back until now.

2016/3/24

I am liking and chasing her approximately half years ( 5months ), but I couldn't even get her attention anymore. She started to not talking at me , chatting with me, not even wanted to say hi with me. Someday, she doesn't wanted to see me, none are so blind as those who won't see. Yeah, my heart was tremendously fked up. 

I think before to teach her physics, because she is not good at it, but how? She doesn't let our friendships going on either. I hate her to think too much that she's owe me so much.That's because nothing to worried about this.

I done notes for her, but I took back from her.  I scared she feels annoyed , yeah she did.

I buy food and drink for her . I scared she feels hungry because going meeting and wasted the recess time for eating. but she returned it.

I wanted to say hi to her, but she doesn't wanted to look at me even she saw and knew me beside or behind her.

Haha , maybe it's just a thing i should undergo which liking a person and chasing a person that won't make each of us being good as earlier, it's just getting worse. I felt like I am so dumb. DUMB. Because I keep doing something that just makes our distance being so far not even closer.

WELL PLAYED , Xavier.