Minha história de amor

Falling in love with someone that doesn't so understand about each other, trying to bring her attention to myself, changing myself into a way that more mature, doing so much of things to her but i don't want any of recompense for me, caring her too much that only will makes myself afraid to make her feel repulsion and lost her......

She is EmmaWatson. Undoubtedly, the one who I mention "her" is not Emma, but the temperament she has with Emma, you'll can't get a comparison. She's not beautiful as you thought, not talkative as you think, not easy to guess through her, she's the godness to me, that I told her before. She is my godness. 

Before she's 15th birthday of that day, our tuition friends and me celebrated her birthday with a getaway that day. On that day, I mustered my guts and confessed to her with using hand language as first, and at last she get it using lip reading. I asked her : Am I fell in love with you?........

Will be continued, ... 

Eccedentesiast

Eccedentesiast
(.n) Someone who hides pain behind a smile.

Undoubtedly, Eccedentesiast is just a meaning of fake smile, a person who doesn't happy but they act like they're. 

Nowadays, many of people who can't trust anyone because they had Pisanthrophobia maybe, so they could not express the feels obviously to their friends. 

"Smile because it confuses people. Because its easier than explaining what killing you inside." returned by JOKER. 

JOKER made himself a smile to laugh because he don't want let others knows about what his thinking, and then the evil grin approached.

Hey there, try to make your smile spread your happy to the friends beside you ,but not spread the sadness to your friends. If you happy, the world will be happy as well you did too, indeed.

What are you still waiting for? SMILE :D